Monday, February 12, 2007



Dear Diary,

I am blessed to have good friends. Talking with pixi helped a bit last night, but I still couldn't shake those feelings. I exchanged text messages with a friend of mine, Footsie. He's a super great guy, sweet as he can be and very observant. He called me last night and I felt so much better. I know this sounds kind of corny but when he told me that I will feel secure when I am next to him... I felt him, believed him and felt better...

Footsie and I have been friends for almost a year. We get along beautifully and he is one of my closest friends. We can talk about anything, from medical questions I have about stuff at work to ranting about our dates. The best part is that he doens't ask me those sexual questions that make me so uncomfortable... and the best part is that he understands why they make me so uncomfortable. I don't have to defend myself to him, he chooses not to push me because he values my friendship more than that. :)

Anyway the point of this entry was to apologize to try and salvage myself after my last couple of entries. I think it was my exhaustion talking. Either way, I am feeling better :)

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