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Saturday, February 10, 2007 These people are giving me a headache. a (repeated) rant by elana I have learned that I am very hard on myself. Even though I am more forgiving with my Partners, I am hard on them also. Especially if it is someone I want to serve, I automatically place him on a higher code of conduct. I don't give a lot of room for mistakes, perhaps because I don't like a lot of wiggle room where the rules are concerned. Its almost like... I expect the person who is 'molding me' to be a better person than I am. Otherwise, what gives him the ability/right to teach me to be better? I expect Him to be smarter than I am, but still be friendly and considerate of other people's feelings (mainly mine). I expect him to have enough manners not to burp without saying excuse me, yet be comfortable in his own skin so that I feel comfortable around him. I want him to have an honest, strong work ethic and be a good provider. Perhaps I should suck it up and realize that no one is perfect and I should just relax. Which is what I am trying to do, but with work frustrating me it makes me just want to go home to someone who handles everything for me... so that all I have to do is focus on pleasing Him and He will take care of me. But I have ranted on this enough, I just get frustrated with this kind of stuff sometimes. And considering that I am intelligent, cute, funny, passionate, kind, thoughtful, honest in my submission, and sincerely wanting to be a better person ~ I don't think this is to much to ask from someone who wants to become my focus. Labels: rants  
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