i am a needy slave. i don't say that i'm a needy person, because i'm not. as a person, i'm fairly self-sufficient. as a slave, particularly as Master's slave, i am needy. i need a wealth of affirmation and constant reassurance. i need to feel his ownership so that i don't have an opportunity to doubt, to wonder.

i'm still needy. i still need his reassurance and his touch, but its different now.

now, to feed that need, i want to feel his ownership. i want to feel it with every move of my body and every ache and sore muscle. i want him to hurt me, to make me scream and cry and beg. i want to fight against the ropes and fight against myself to stay in position as he beats me. i need to feel his ownership consuming me so deeply that it pours out of my body in my sweat, my tears, my blood.

~Ricks_toy's blog

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