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Monday, April 16, 2007 I've always been told that the hardest part of ANY lifestyle choice is deciding what you want. I would have to disagree with that... That part just took experience. Once I began experiencing different aspects of power exchange, from the mental to the physical to the emotional, it was something that I was able to decide rather easily. However, meeting someone who not only understands what I want in the relationship and what I have to offer is very difficult. And the part that feels impossible is finding that Person who wants it in return. I have spoken with different people along my journey, and I have been told I ask for too much in a Partner. I have a lot to give to the right One, and I'm realistic about what I want in return. I don't feel that I'm "shallow" in the things I am asking for, they are just qualities I feel that a "real Man" should have. :) So why should I beat around the bush? I've always been an upfront kind of girl. :) "elana, stop looking and you will meet the right One." Yes that is good advice I get frequently, but it doesn't really reassure me of anything other than my friends are tired of hearing my complaints. haha I am not really fussing, just... airing out my frustrations... elana Labels: rants  
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