Monday, April 09, 2007



"I hate you..."

"Why?"

"You make me do horrible things"

"No. You love being made to do horrible things. You hate me because I make you want to do them yourself."


I'm not sure how this quote makes me feel. On one hand, I like the thought of a Man having the ability to get me to do things I secretly want to do but am scared/embarrassed to do them on my own. On the other hand, something about the quote doesn't set right... I'm not sure if its because I secretly like it or because it bothers me deep down.

The more that I think about it, the more that I read it... I think it doesn't set right because it is about someone having that level of control over another, or in this case, over me. That is one of the main things that I crave so badly. And I don't like being 'that' exposed, that vulnerable. Sometimes it makes me feel like a 'sitting duck' for the players out there. But if I am honest with myself, that only makes me attract those who aren't interested in who I truly am. So... I'll just be me. :) Because I'm fabulous! haha ;)


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