Monday, October 23, 2006



Chasing Rabbits
Not really a rant, more like a ramble


Today has been ~ urg ~ first my computer wouldn't boot up and after several hours and calls for tech-assistance to pixi and a guy at work it finally started booting. However, now my yahoo messenger won't work. I can see people on my buddy list and can even see a message window when I get something from them, I just can't see the words or any words I send to them. Plus I get a funky little error message. So I will try again tomorrow, for tonight I'm exhausted.

A couple weeks ago I scheduled a massage. I thought it would be a nice way to relax some, plus I was needing to be touched ~ in a nonsexual way. I think that's the worst part, I never realized how much I needed to be touched until recently. But that's another blog entry. Anyway, I went for the massage last week and lets just say it was NOT what I expected. No, it wasn't sexual ~ geeze get your mind out of the gutter! :) I ended up going to a muscle therapist. To make a long story short, I was really sore for several days afterwards. I am going back in a couple days for another session and am actually looking forward to it. Once the soreness wore out, I felt great. :)

Watching the Lifetime channel tonight I saw one of those Breast Cancer Victim Rights commercials by Jewel. She is so pretty, her hair is fantastic but her body is plasticy-shiny. What's wrong with her? Is she hot and sweaty? Or did they just shine her up for the commercial? But why would they do that? Hmm... They do the same with Phoebe on 'Charmed', she always looks so shiny! I don't like that look. It could be her tan but ~ they still have very light reflective skin. If that makes sense?

I like 'Charmed', and picked up Season 6 this weekend. Pixi tried to get me into it five years ago or so, but Grace is the one that got me hooked on it over the last two years. I don't really watch a lot of tv, but I do like those made for tv movies. I watched one over the weekend called "The Initiation of Sarah" which was originally aired in 1978 but this was an updated version. Now that I think about it, I may try to rent the older version because I haven't seen it. I like the Thirteen Days of Halloween on ABC-Family, thats where I seen the movie at. Sometimes Grace or I will both watch the same tv-movie (or sitcom) at our own houses and call eachother on the commercials, pixi and I did that during a Lifetime movie that was really good.

Pixi has found some old writings that she has done over the years. There is one she read to me on the phone that I can't get out of my head. She has such an amazing way with words and our desires/personalities are so similar, that sometimes it feels like she wrote something on my behalf. How narcissistic is that? Pixi said that I can post a few of them on my blog and I will probably do that, but not tonight.

Tonight I'm tired, I can't even keep my thoughts in order so I'm posting here for a second then going on to bed.

elana

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