I am not a prude. I am not frigid. I have a healthy imaginative sexual drive and yes I want a sexual relationship -- but with the right person. I have no desire to be messaged by the millions of skanky greasy horn dogs online who order me to my knees because I'm submissive or ‘talk dirty to me’ because I have in the past. Also it is not my problem if he becomes aroused because of my blog or because of my honesty with him or because of my voice-- if I don't purposively say things to intentionally arouse someone it is NOT my place to "finish it". Period.

I don’t like feeling like the only purpose people talk to me is because they are horny.

However I am realistic and realize that most of the people who are online at night are in fact looking for someone to get them off. So I do believe I am fighting a loosing battle. Of course I just add the guys to my blocked list... but what royally pisses me off is when it is someone who KNOWS how I feel about this and that I considered to be my friend at one point or another.