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Thursday, November 30, 2006 Dear Diary, Last night I met Local-Guy for the first time. He was the same as he is on the phone, but communicates a lot better in person. He had told me he has a hard time reading people based solely on auditory information (phones) and it seems to be true. We've talked on the phone for two months if not a little longer, and it didn't feel like that was the first time we had met face to face. I didn't flinch when he touched my face or caressed the back of my neck, it was actually calming and comforting! He wasn't aggressive or grabby (not even when he kissed me), but I felt his presence even after we parted. I don't know~ maybe I'm just getting lonely and have imagined a connection to him that is forced or only there because I wanted it to be there. Maybe we are compatible and my fear is making me think that I'm imagining our connection. There are things about him that gets on my nerves a little bit, but we've talked about that and no one's perfect. There is something about everyone that gets on my nerves these days! haha But he's kind, patient, and seems gentle... three things I haven't experienced in a dating/romantic/power exchange relationship. Is it bad that I want to explore this with him? In a week or month I may write back with "what was I thinking?!" but for right now... I think I'm just going to let go and give myself permission to enjoy his company. :) For now, he makes me smile, and I sleep better after we talk. Plus I might be looking forward to feeling his touch again. elana Labels: Dear Diary, Guys  
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