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  ~Paris Hilton that’s just fabulous. ~Sex in the City music of your soul. ~Katharine Hepburn ~Margaret Cho ~Henry James
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Sunday, September 24, 2006 I can tell you tons about those I volunteer with. I can rattle off lists of activities I have done to increase the quality of life for those around me. But ask me about myself, my own needs, desires, dreams, fantasies… Tell me to leave everyone else out of it and just answer for myself. I don’t know if I could do that. I should be able to do that. I want to be able to do that. So that is my mission~ to rediscover me. I have already began, over the last couple of weeks I have realized that there are certain things I will not compromise on when it comes to speaking with a potential Partner. No real life involvement with married men without the knowledge and support of their current wife. I feel sorry for those spouse wives doesn’t understand or welcome his kink into his home, but I could care less because that is not my problem. Period. I do not want someone at my beck-and-call, nor do I want someone who has to have me connected to his hip all of the time (and not in the feel-good way). However, if the guy is unwilling to make time in his schedule to get to know me better (responding to email, a phone call here or there) then he isn’t worth the investment of my time in return. Yes I am submissive but I also assist in setting the pace in the beginning of a relationship. It is ok if I don’t want to rush right into the sexual aspect of things. I have the right to take that part slowly, as long as I am upfront with the person I am speaking to. Sexual acts represent emotional intimacy for me, so unless I am ready to become emotionally invested/attached with this person, I am going to hold off on any and all sexual acts. A guy that knows this but rushes it anyway, is not for me. These are boundaries I have to have respected. Otherwise, the person in question doesn’t respect me as a person. Unless I am respected as a person, I cannot be cherished as a submissive. I read a quote on another page a couple days ago and I modify it to fit what I am journaling about. I desire to be a pampered pet, not an abandoned whore. Thank you for listening, elana   
 Friday, September 15, 2006 Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Spiderman  "I have always been standing in your doorway. Isn't it about time somebody saved your life?" What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?Labels: quiz results
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 You are Bettie Page Girl next door with a wild streak You're a famous beauty - with unique look And the people like you are cultish about it What famous pin-up are you?  Labels: quiz results
Monday, September 11, 2006 You Are A Relationship Rescuer!  You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think. You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule. And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that? Do You Ruin Relationships? Labels: quiz results
Keys to elana's heart  You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. Labels: quiz results
elana's Love Element is Fire  In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal.You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly. Labels: quiz results
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